Wednesday, November 12, 2008

On making mistakes during a economic slump

 I may have never been so worried in my life than I am right now.  During a time when the economy is struggling, and everyone is watching their expenditures, money has become a precious commodity.   The risk that you might not see any returns on an investment is so great, that many would be investors are now holding onto their money.  I work in a field that depends on the clientele trusting the service I provide.  That client  then comes back with more work or refers me to other prospective clients.  I have come to realize that making mistakes during such a economic period, not only looks bad, but has a magnifying effect.  In general no one likes to lose money, but during a downturn in the economy, people are even less tolerant of the idea.  So when I make a mistake on a project, no matter how small or minute, to the investor, that mistake equates to total incompetence, and therefore the withdrawal of work.  I know this is basic stuff, makes sense that no one would want to invest in someone who makes mistakes.  But I do believe that if the economy was doing better, then there would be a little bit more breathing room, so space for wiggling.  It is very scary experiencing this first hand, to have someone completely lose all faith in your abilities, which then threatens your ability to get more work and survive this bump in our economy.  It is a very rough time, a lot of people are getting laid off for lesser offenses than what i have done.  I never thought that a time like this would occur.  I started college and things were doing ok, not great, but nothing i was worried about.  Now that I have graduated, I guess I was just not prepared for such events.  I still don't think I'm prepared but then again how would one prepare for such an awkward and unsettling time

Sunday, November 2, 2008

On blogging and status updates

This is my return to blogging, but this time hopefully it will be about something substantial.  You see the first time I had a blog, I was a young and stupid kid who complained about how much life sucked and troubles with girls.  This time around I will bring to this blog, not really deep thoughts, but hopefully something more than "why doesn't *insert name here* like me, and "why would she do that..blah blah blah".  I am not saying that I will not ever talk about the current relationships in my life, but that there will be more to read about in this blog than just that.  So here we go.

I was thinking earlier tonight, why do I feel the need to update my status on various outlets, ie facebook, twitter, etc.  How did I get to a point, where I spend a large amount of time reading through what people are doing or feeling.  I probably don't even talk to half of the people, or even know them personally but for some reason here i am reading that, John just had a bowl of chili for lunch, or that Jane is tired from her trip to LA.  Its very seldom that I talk to these people about their status, so I don't know why I invest so much of my time in reading them.  Does anyone spend time reading about my daily or even hourly status updates.  I would hope not because i live a very plain life, but at the same time, by updating my status, it inherently means that i do hope someone is spending a few moments to check my status.  I don't know, this probably requires a little more thought, I just needed to write it down so I can come back to it later.  

What do you think, do you have an opinion on status updates and why do you update your status?